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Post by Grimm on Oct 31, 2018 20:21:29 GMT -5
Started good. Now steadily going straight to hell. Oh and Happy Halloween! The best holiday of the year. I hear ya.... On top of bein sick...my gf had a miscarriage. 2 1/2 months...fml...woulda been my 1st Oh, man, I'm sorry.
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Post by Holden Ross on Oct 31, 2018 21:08:38 GMT -5
All good brotha...it is what it is...
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Post by The Anarchist on Oct 31, 2018 21:12:11 GMT -5
I hear ya.... On top of bein sick...my gf had a miscarriage. 2 1/2 months...fml...woulda been my 1st Oh, man, I'm sorry. This. My best to you both in a difficult time.
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Post by Dominator / Mortimer on Nov 1, 2018 20:24:40 GMT -5
That's horrible news though, dude. Sending well wishes to you and your GF.
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Post by Holden Ross on Nov 1, 2018 20:48:14 GMT -5
Ty. My head is all over the place. Cant sleep. Cant concentrate
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Post by Gerard Angelo on Nov 1, 2018 20:52:33 GMT -5
Sorry to hear that Frank. That's awful.
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Post by Holden Ross on Nov 1, 2018 20:54:04 GMT -5
Losin my fuckin mind bro. Wtf. Why me?
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Post by Kyle Shane on Nov 2, 2018 0:46:43 GMT -5
Damn, dude, I'm sorry that happened. Sending all the positive vibes yalls way.
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Post by Kyle Shane on Nov 2, 2018 0:55:15 GMT -5
My, since Monday, day has been up and down. Work, under sleep, depression, balanced by Halloween candy. Spending a lot of time with a girl who was in a difficult financial situation and I mean the downshot is she wanted money, because of course, right. It's like all I run into in this shitty town. Or maybe it's the caliber of people I attract. That's a less happy thought. I mean, sure, yeah, I like to help people that are running in to hard times, and it's hard to say no when pretty eyes and a hundred fifteen pounds of cute are pressed up against you, but it's like... when every single day has some crazy, dramatic fucking thing that can only be solved by "Bryannnn I'm stuck, I need you to Western Union some money to this gas station" it just gets to me. Like I can start with high hopes, and then as soon as borrowing money (And "I swear I'll pay you back, this never happens") my mood just gets so... defeated. Like is this all my life is?
And when I tell people like my sister out in Seattle, or my buddy in NY their response is you need to get out of that area. Well yeah, it feels that way... but is it any different anywhere else? Or am I gonna be trapped in that cycle forever?
This is kinda weirdly personal and outside of the scope of these boards, but then that there is the sweet spot in which my Kyle Shane side lives, haha.
>.<
At least I've still got candy.
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Post by Gerard Angelo on Nov 2, 2018 21:51:20 GMT -5
Sometimes you just need a change of scenery, man.
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Post by Kyle Shane on Nov 19, 2018 4:51:00 GMT -5
Depression was kicking my ass this week, I turned 33 and it kinda feels like I have... nothing to show for it.
My rp this week also springs from a little bit of an autobiographical place.
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Post by Holden Ross on Dec 4, 2018 19:29:23 GMT -5
so, i have been on meds for bout 17 yrs on and off. Anti-psychotics. since my stroke last year i havent been on anything.
today was proof i need to be back on em. could end up in some legal trouble over this one.
as of today, im back on em. 300mg seroquil 3 times a day plus some others... Zombieland here i come....
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Post by The Anarchist on Dec 4, 2018 22:32:54 GMT -5
so, i have been on meds for bout 17 yrs on and off. Anti-psychotics. since my stroke last year i havent been on anything. today was proof i need to be back on em. could end up in some legal trouble over this one. as of today, im back on em. 300mg seroquil 3 times a day plus some others... Zombieland here i come.... don't forget the gd twinkies! Kidding aside, I hope all is ok on your end.
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Post by Holden Ross on Dec 6, 2018 19:47:50 GMT -5
today was a lot better. Got a promtion to what is the equivalent to assistant manager
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Post by Holden Ross on Dec 6, 2018 21:50:37 GMT -5
so, i have been on meds for bout 17 yrs on and off. Anti-psychotics. since my stroke last year i havent been on anything. today was proof i need to be back on em. could end up in some legal trouble over this one. as of today, im back on em. 300mg seroquil 3 times a day plus some others... Zombieland here i come.... don't forget the gd twinkies! Kidding aside, I hope all is ok on your end. Itd be snoballs....for me anyhow...lol...i dont mind the consistency
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Post by Holden Ross on Jan 5, 2019 3:53:43 GMT -5
got a raise yesterday, $1 more per hour....$14/hr total. Plus a promotion which means i now am in charge of entering theweights of all the plants into the state system....
Along w/ a few other responsibilities....im stoked...
40 years old and found my calling...in weed
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Post by Alexa Black on Jan 5, 2019 7:47:42 GMT -5
Everything is good. My holidays are great. But my sleep apnoea is a right bitch.
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Post by Kyle Shane on Jan 9, 2019 3:41:57 GMT -5
My phone has had a case of having a shattered screen since Thursday. It still works, but even small text posts suck to type out because of glass in my finger. T-Mobile is shipping my phone and it should be here relatively in a few days.
I've given a lot of thought since the new year started. I talked about it last year, but I've been feeling the need to get on with my life and start making changes to affect my mental and physical health. Doing entry level yoga was like... a start. But all of my feeling trapped, not having a place anymore, wanting to get out of my fucking parents house and out of my shithole small Virginia town, that I need to look at.
My sister, in her strong push to have me move out there sent me a link to a job doing police dispatch work, if I apply and go through the steps to get hired I'd start out at $23 dollars an hour and a 6k signing bonus.
I've been giving that some thought the last couple days.
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Post by Cory Steel on Jan 9, 2019 6:22:05 GMT -5
Where do you live in Va? I live in a small coal mining town...
However I had two healthy shits today...
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Post by Kyle Shane on Jan 9, 2019 6:29:03 GMT -5
Mechanicsville, twenty miles outside Richmond. Technically farther than that, out in the woods and cows part of it. Baha. Though it has grown up since 2000. Has a Chipotle now and everything.
Coal? Good lord are you out in the mountains?
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