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Post by Gerard Angelo on Jan 30, 2019 23:41:43 GMT -5
First step is admiting to yourself theres something wrong.
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Post by Holden Ross on Jan 30, 2019 23:50:24 GMT -5
First step is admiting to yourself theres something wrong. Done and done.... doin outpatient treatment...
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Post by Kyle Shane on Jan 31, 2019 0:48:19 GMT -5
We're pulling for ya, man.
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Post by Kyle Shane on Jan 31, 2019 0:59:00 GMT -5
I'm conflicted as hell (and this also falls into the weirdly over-sharing and personal niche that defines me IC and OOC) but it's something. After the last girl I went out with just turned out to be a user that was trying to pump me as an ATM, you'd think my life couldn't get stranger, but it kind of has. After Saturday, when an assholeish friend of mine and me went out to the strip club. He's the type of dude that goes there because his wife doesn't give him any action, and he got fixated on one stripper, so we went on the club's Instagram and did some mildly invasive snooping later to find the girl's IG. I felt bad about that, considering it a breach of boundaries and I DM'ed her to apologize, because it's a dick move, and I dunno. We've talked through DM's every day since then and she gave me her personal, not in character profile for us to talk through. It's not a healthy setup, I'm aware, being based on my friend's borderline behavior and a little bit of old fashioned creepiness. But on the other hand, she's nice and an interesting person, and we haven't discussed finances, put it this way, the last girl asked me for money more than she has.
It's an odd thing, but so it's a thing.
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Post by Gerard Angelo on Jan 31, 2019 2:15:55 GMT -5
Strippers are cool people if you find the ones who aren't crack heads or dope fiends. Give it a whirl bud. YOLO
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Post by Holden Ross on Jan 31, 2019 9:47:02 GMT -5
dated my share of em....have fun
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Post by Holden Ross on Jan 31, 2019 23:54:44 GMT -5
been off yayo a couple days. cant concentrate for shit...grouchy af...but im clean
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Post by Alexa Black on Feb 1, 2019 4:22:59 GMT -5
Ok
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Post by Holden Ross on Feb 5, 2019 0:23:18 GMT -5
So....i slipped...an got high af (yayo not dodi....ill always smoke dodi)...anyhow...was makin spaghetti and slipped and nearly cut my thumb off...
Fuck me to tears....
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Post by Kyle Shane on Feb 5, 2019 4:03:18 GMT -5
Jesus dude, did it need stitches? Are you okay??
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Post by Kyle Shane on Feb 5, 2019 4:18:10 GMT -5
Again, this is just me, but.
So I've talked a lot about moving this year, because I want to make positive changes and be better than I am. My sister has the open invitation for me to go out there and live in Seattle and I really do think that would be positive. But I want to get a job and contribute. I want to get a job sort of adjacent to what I'm doing now, medical dispatch, non emergency transports, something. I can even drive.
My sister, not really getting this, keeps sending me applications for grocery stores and shit like. Quick and easy. I worked at Walmart and at Kroger for four years. I was head of (an admittedly small two man) frozen food department. If I apply to a grocery store she thinks theres a good chance I can get it. But what I can't make her understand is, I was MISERABLE as a grocery stocker. Even as a frozen food team leader. I fucking hated my job and my life as I passed 30 living with my parents stocking grocery shelves. My anxiety was through the roof and every day was a massive headache. Interacting with the public was a headache. Dealing with upper management, corporate, day to day grocery stuff was a headache. Making eight bucks an hour was a headache.
Yes I can move out there and get a job at Whole Foods, but if I had to work at Whole Foods for longer than a month I would want to honestly kill myself.
It doesnt feel like a positive step forward, is my thing.
But I am not getting many bites on my resume at stuff I would rather do than grocery work so... maybe I'm just not good enough to do anything else?
Sometimes I swear I try to do better but shit just feels so bleak.
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Post by Holden Ross on Feb 5, 2019 10:39:00 GMT -5
Jesus dude, did it need stitches? Are you okay?? 12 stitches ...and i superglued the fuck outta it
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Post by Dominator / Mortimer on Feb 5, 2019 14:28:51 GMT -5
So....i slipped...an got high af (yayo not dodi....ill always smoke dodi)...anyhow...was makin spaghetti and slipped and nearly cut my thumb off... Fuck me to tears.... I've been there, buddy. When I was working in a restaurant kitchen, I sliced the end of my thumb clean off whilst slicing up gammon. Put it on ice and the docs sewed it back on. That's going back 12 or so years ago. And just like that, I suddenly feel old...
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Post by Cory Steel on Feb 5, 2019 16:05:25 GMT -5
I got the fuckin flu
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Post by Kyle Shane on Feb 7, 2019 1:13:15 GMT -5
I am on day two of fucked sleep. I slept... two hours today? Like less than four yesterday? My brain just refused to shut down. Plus there was a little problem of, it was 70 degree today so some asshole neighbors were doing yard work with leaf blowers or equipment. Not very conducive to sleeping during the day. Not that most neighbors care about that.
Send the biggest quadruple espresso you can, I'm dying, ahaha.
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Post by Arsen Goodstone on Feb 7, 2019 8:44:00 GMT -5
I am on day two of fucked sleep. I slept... two hours today? Like less than four yesterday? My brain just refused to shut down. Plus there was a little problem of, it was 70 degree today so some asshole neighbors were doing yard work with leaf blowers or equipment. Not very conducive to sleeping during the day. Not that most neighbors care about that. Send the biggest quadruple espresso you can, I'm dying, ahaha. Are you thinking too much about your new stripper friend?
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Post by Kyle Shane on Feb 7, 2019 8:53:18 GMT -5
I am on day two of fucked sleep. I slept... two hours today? Like less than four yesterday? My brain just refused to shut down. Plus there was a little problem of, it was 70 degree today so some asshole neighbors were doing yard work with leaf blowers or equipment. Not very conducive to sleeping during the day. Not that most neighbors care about that. Send the biggest quadruple espresso you can, I'm dying, ahaha. Are you thinking too much about your new stripper friend? Nah, haha, just my future and shit.
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Post by Arsen Goodstone on Feb 7, 2019 9:36:14 GMT -5
Are you thinking too much about your new stripper friend? Nah, haha, just my future and shit. ...WITH YOUR NEW STRIPPER FRIEND!?!
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Post by Holden Ross on Feb 9, 2019 23:50:39 GMT -5
I got a half lb of chronic cannabis vs 2k Israel Adesanya against anderson silva tonight. Bout to start....
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Post by Holden Ross on Feb 10, 2019 1:23:17 GMT -5
I got a half lb of chronic cannabis vs 2k Israel Adesanya against anderson silva tonight. Bout to start.... Fuck yeah Freddie!
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