Post by bison on Feb 1, 2006 16:12:43 GMT -5
Deep inside my mind I often wonder where I have gone wrong. Maybe if I had done this or maybe if I had done that then this would have happened and that wouldn’t of. It’s all a game that everyone plays over and over again. We wonder why we do what we don’t want to do and I why we don’t do what we know we should. I have learned that often enough learning and doing don’t always correlate. Every time I climb to the top I find myself once again crawling up from the bottom. Working in promotions that are clearly leading me no where until I get my next big shot and at Mass Destruction I suppose I have. Going up against a man named M.V.P I must once again prove that I am in a much higher class then this.
I look around and see old familiar faces and yet they have no clue that I am even here. I often wonder what I am doing wrong and what I am doing right because my perspective on things is not always in tact with what the rest of the world is seeing. The rest of the world is seeing a washed up has been attempting to regain his former glory. Will he crack under the pressure again as he fails to get his life together or will he over come and get a few wins before once again disappearing?
I am not the kind of man that will sit and wait for opportunities to come when I can see them only a slight distance away from my grasp. I am the type to fight his way to the top instead of waiting on the bench for an opportunity to come and play. At Mass Destruction I get my first chance against M.V.P and I will show the world what I am truly capable of. All of those people who doubt me will be shown why I should never be underestimated. All of those people who remember my glory days and do not care for the rumors surrounding my disappearance and rumors claiming that I’ve lost it, will be shown that although its been a few years I haven’t lost a step. Thanks to my rigorous training schedule I am more then capable of taking on any opponent that is willing to give me a shot in the ring with them.
I do not fear losing, for failures will only make you stronger. I do not accept defeat, for retaliation is always much sweeter then the first blow. M.V.P wants to show me up and prove me wrong to all of the wrestlers in PCW. I do not see this as being a very likely outcome. I will never speak down on another mans abilities because we are all at different levels and we all have our capabilities that are no greater or worse then the next guys. You must learn what the fans to see, what the fans want to hear, what the fans want you to be. I have never been one to conform to these sorts of things but the pressure of doing so did take its toll on me in the past. I have learned however not to worry about the things to come and to only worry about the task at hand. The task at hand is M.V.P and at Mass Destruction I will be moving on to my next task. Victory number two, for I do not see defeat in my future, I only see victory number one at Mass Destruction.
I strongly urge you all not to attempt to play your mind games with me. M.V.P please do not resort to the name calling that many of those around you tend to do. If you make me stoop to that level you will regret it. Do not make me dwell on the things that will fully turn me back to my former self. My mind is much clearer and much more focused at this time and causing me any form of a dilemma is not in your best interest. Perhaps you’re wondering, so what if I do? For your sake, I hope you won't. I am well aware that a majority of you have probably never heard my name although all of you should. I am after all the first ever PCW World Champion, beating a man by the name of Hexus, the most difficult opponent that I have ever faced in my career. This was my last match of my former career, now M.V.P is my first opponent of my new career.
We all have things that keep us going; we all have different things that that little voice in your head tells you that makes you push on when you just wanted to give up. For most people, including myself, it is a little something simple. For me it is hearing the words “Don’t quit” this is the reason I have never completely given anything up in my life. For me it is not failure that I fear, it is the thought that I will one day be faced with no other choice then to just give up.
Put yourself in another mans shoes is encouraged by many and while many think that they do it is clearly impossible for anyone to do. Because at the end of the day you are still you and you can not know another mans struggle. You can not get the same joy out of another mans prize even if his prize is the same as yours. No ones perspective can completely intertwine which is why there is no such thing as perfect harmony. One mans joy is another mans sorrow and this is true in every mans world. In the ring some may be satisfied by trying the best but I receive my joy from the look of fear in the other mans eye. Even if only for a second, right before they know that something bad is about to happen, this is what pushes me to keep fighting until the end. Sometimes a simple thing such as getting up can send everyone into shock. No matter if from a brutal fall or a hell of a chair shot, simply getting to your feet is a task all its own.
I will be honest that M.V.P is a man that I know nothing about. I have never heard of him nor I have I seen any of his performances in the ring. I have constantly been searching for tapes to study before our big match and I have come up with nothing. This does not worry me nor will it hinder me in our match at Mass Destruction. Not knowing what to expect only means that I have been preparing for the worst. I will not sit and wait for a clue to show me what he’s like or what he’s capable of. I will not fret over his silence thus far, because having to listen to him would only cause for me to lose valuable time preparing for our match. I will not be lazy and do nothing just because of his lack of participation. I have always been told that idle hands are the devils workshop and I have learned the hard way on more then one occasion that this has a whole lot of truth behind it.
I did not challenge this nor did he challenge me which makes me worry about just how seriously he is taking this match. I do not take anything lightly which is clearly because of my high level of competitiveness in everything that I do. I will not quit when I am behind and I will not quit when I am ahead. Begging is a form of weakness and holding back is only delaying success. You must give your all in all that you do and I am a strong follower of this belief. I will give my all at Mass Destruction and I will not be worried about a defeat from the hands of M.V.P. I will not worry about hearing the one two three for one second because when I go for the pin I tend to block everything out around me. So M.V.P has got his shot at defeating the first ever PCW World Champion. I hope he knows how easily this could make his career here. Unfortunately at Mass Destruction I have no other choice but to break his career here.
Currently around the world we all know that we have soldiers fighting and dying on a daily basic. Personal sacrifice for the sake of others is a cause that I have always admired. I have the utmost respect for these men and women for everything that they are doing for us. We see all of these starving, helpless people, and yet we do nothing. We are often known to turn a blind eye when we simply don’t feel like doing anything about it. I say that it is time to stop pouring salt in there wounds and to begin bringing aid. I urge you all to protect M.V.P from what he is about to encounter. This man has no idea what he is up against, it is called Mass Destruction for a reason you know. The ownership and the fans don’t expect your average pin fall to decide a match. They expect us all to make a sacrifice for the fans and for the company. They expect us all to put our bodies on the line and to achieve victory by whatever means possible. There are no loopholes in whatever means possible because it simply means that whatever you have to do, do it. This has been my way of thinking throughout my entire career and it continues to this day. I worry for the soul of M.V.P going into Mass Destruction. Do not give up at this point or later on after Mass Destruction. Defeats are going to occur, it happens, you simply must take it in stride and carry on. After my victory on Mass Destruction I will not go on and on about my defeat of M.V.P because it means nothing. There is still no gold around my waist and until there is, I really have nothing to boast about. Mass Destruction for me will be victory number one and there is no way around it for M.V.P.
Please do what I am saying to you seriously son because I don’t want you to underestimate me. I urge you not to push me. I haven’t pushed you at all yet; but I will strike back if you do decide to lash out at me. Please don’t give me more ammo for my arsenal I already have more then I need. At Mass Destruction you will see that I am much more then just talk and I urge you all to brace yourself for what is soon to come. Bison is about to be all over PCW and there is nothing that any of you can do to stop it. Knock me down, I’ll get back up. Push me back, I’ll come back harder. If defeat does happen to slip through my fingers I will be back stronger then ever. A few years I did let the world title come off of my waist. I will not rest until it is back in its rightful spot. I do not see this coming any time soon but I do see it in my future and I do see other titles coming along the way. M.V.P, all you are is an obstacle in my way and at Mass Destruction I will be moving you out of it. My hand will be raised in victory and you will be the one suffering the horrible feeling of defeat. I will be the one feeling the joy of victory and I will be the one well on my way to much greater things. I don’t know where you’re from boy but in PCW you aren’t the M.V.P. In PCW you aren’t anything and you won't be known for anything but your loss to me at Mass Destruction.
I look around and see old familiar faces and yet they have no clue that I am even here. I often wonder what I am doing wrong and what I am doing right because my perspective on things is not always in tact with what the rest of the world is seeing. The rest of the world is seeing a washed up has been attempting to regain his former glory. Will he crack under the pressure again as he fails to get his life together or will he over come and get a few wins before once again disappearing?
I am not the kind of man that will sit and wait for opportunities to come when I can see them only a slight distance away from my grasp. I am the type to fight his way to the top instead of waiting on the bench for an opportunity to come and play. At Mass Destruction I get my first chance against M.V.P and I will show the world what I am truly capable of. All of those people who doubt me will be shown why I should never be underestimated. All of those people who remember my glory days and do not care for the rumors surrounding my disappearance and rumors claiming that I’ve lost it, will be shown that although its been a few years I haven’t lost a step. Thanks to my rigorous training schedule I am more then capable of taking on any opponent that is willing to give me a shot in the ring with them.
I do not fear losing, for failures will only make you stronger. I do not accept defeat, for retaliation is always much sweeter then the first blow. M.V.P wants to show me up and prove me wrong to all of the wrestlers in PCW. I do not see this as being a very likely outcome. I will never speak down on another mans abilities because we are all at different levels and we all have our capabilities that are no greater or worse then the next guys. You must learn what the fans to see, what the fans want to hear, what the fans want you to be. I have never been one to conform to these sorts of things but the pressure of doing so did take its toll on me in the past. I have learned however not to worry about the things to come and to only worry about the task at hand. The task at hand is M.V.P and at Mass Destruction I will be moving on to my next task. Victory number two, for I do not see defeat in my future, I only see victory number one at Mass Destruction.
I strongly urge you all not to attempt to play your mind games with me. M.V.P please do not resort to the name calling that many of those around you tend to do. If you make me stoop to that level you will regret it. Do not make me dwell on the things that will fully turn me back to my former self. My mind is much clearer and much more focused at this time and causing me any form of a dilemma is not in your best interest. Perhaps you’re wondering, so what if I do? For your sake, I hope you won't. I am well aware that a majority of you have probably never heard my name although all of you should. I am after all the first ever PCW World Champion, beating a man by the name of Hexus, the most difficult opponent that I have ever faced in my career. This was my last match of my former career, now M.V.P is my first opponent of my new career.
We all have things that keep us going; we all have different things that that little voice in your head tells you that makes you push on when you just wanted to give up. For most people, including myself, it is a little something simple. For me it is hearing the words “Don’t quit” this is the reason I have never completely given anything up in my life. For me it is not failure that I fear, it is the thought that I will one day be faced with no other choice then to just give up.
Put yourself in another mans shoes is encouraged by many and while many think that they do it is clearly impossible for anyone to do. Because at the end of the day you are still you and you can not know another mans struggle. You can not get the same joy out of another mans prize even if his prize is the same as yours. No ones perspective can completely intertwine which is why there is no such thing as perfect harmony. One mans joy is another mans sorrow and this is true in every mans world. In the ring some may be satisfied by trying the best but I receive my joy from the look of fear in the other mans eye. Even if only for a second, right before they know that something bad is about to happen, this is what pushes me to keep fighting until the end. Sometimes a simple thing such as getting up can send everyone into shock. No matter if from a brutal fall or a hell of a chair shot, simply getting to your feet is a task all its own.
I will be honest that M.V.P is a man that I know nothing about. I have never heard of him nor I have I seen any of his performances in the ring. I have constantly been searching for tapes to study before our big match and I have come up with nothing. This does not worry me nor will it hinder me in our match at Mass Destruction. Not knowing what to expect only means that I have been preparing for the worst. I will not sit and wait for a clue to show me what he’s like or what he’s capable of. I will not fret over his silence thus far, because having to listen to him would only cause for me to lose valuable time preparing for our match. I will not be lazy and do nothing just because of his lack of participation. I have always been told that idle hands are the devils workshop and I have learned the hard way on more then one occasion that this has a whole lot of truth behind it.
I did not challenge this nor did he challenge me which makes me worry about just how seriously he is taking this match. I do not take anything lightly which is clearly because of my high level of competitiveness in everything that I do. I will not quit when I am behind and I will not quit when I am ahead. Begging is a form of weakness and holding back is only delaying success. You must give your all in all that you do and I am a strong follower of this belief. I will give my all at Mass Destruction and I will not be worried about a defeat from the hands of M.V.P. I will not worry about hearing the one two three for one second because when I go for the pin I tend to block everything out around me. So M.V.P has got his shot at defeating the first ever PCW World Champion. I hope he knows how easily this could make his career here. Unfortunately at Mass Destruction I have no other choice but to break his career here.
Currently around the world we all know that we have soldiers fighting and dying on a daily basic. Personal sacrifice for the sake of others is a cause that I have always admired. I have the utmost respect for these men and women for everything that they are doing for us. We see all of these starving, helpless people, and yet we do nothing. We are often known to turn a blind eye when we simply don’t feel like doing anything about it. I say that it is time to stop pouring salt in there wounds and to begin bringing aid. I urge you all to protect M.V.P from what he is about to encounter. This man has no idea what he is up against, it is called Mass Destruction for a reason you know. The ownership and the fans don’t expect your average pin fall to decide a match. They expect us all to make a sacrifice for the fans and for the company. They expect us all to put our bodies on the line and to achieve victory by whatever means possible. There are no loopholes in whatever means possible because it simply means that whatever you have to do, do it. This has been my way of thinking throughout my entire career and it continues to this day. I worry for the soul of M.V.P going into Mass Destruction. Do not give up at this point or later on after Mass Destruction. Defeats are going to occur, it happens, you simply must take it in stride and carry on. After my victory on Mass Destruction I will not go on and on about my defeat of M.V.P because it means nothing. There is still no gold around my waist and until there is, I really have nothing to boast about. Mass Destruction for me will be victory number one and there is no way around it for M.V.P.
Please do what I am saying to you seriously son because I don’t want you to underestimate me. I urge you not to push me. I haven’t pushed you at all yet; but I will strike back if you do decide to lash out at me. Please don’t give me more ammo for my arsenal I already have more then I need. At Mass Destruction you will see that I am much more then just talk and I urge you all to brace yourself for what is soon to come. Bison is about to be all over PCW and there is nothing that any of you can do to stop it. Knock me down, I’ll get back up. Push me back, I’ll come back harder. If defeat does happen to slip through my fingers I will be back stronger then ever. A few years I did let the world title come off of my waist. I will not rest until it is back in its rightful spot. I do not see this coming any time soon but I do see it in my future and I do see other titles coming along the way. M.V.P, all you are is an obstacle in my way and at Mass Destruction I will be moving you out of it. My hand will be raised in victory and you will be the one suffering the horrible feeling of defeat. I will be the one feeling the joy of victory and I will be the one well on my way to much greater things. I don’t know where you’re from boy but in PCW you aren’t the M.V.P. In PCW you aren’t anything and you won't be known for anything but your loss to me at Mass Destruction.